The wedding was cute but then I kinda say there like “fuck I’m lonely”.

Went to wedding today and now have a 3 hour drive back home 🎉
The proper way to use a $200 textbook

It’s funny my parents act like I’m the most rebellious child ever when in actuality I’m not.
Like the most rebellious thing I did was lie and say I was at the movies when I was actually trick-or-treating for the first time because growing up I wasn’t allowed to since it was “Satan’s birthday” and why not and This happened when I was already a fucking senior in high school.

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Me and my dad watching some documentary on tv
Dad: Well doesn't that make you wanna be a doctor now?
Me: No.
Dad: That's right, you're too lazy that's why you're going into speech pathology hahaha
Me: *mutters under breath* I don't want to do that either
Dad: Well then why you doing it?
Me: *I DONT KNOW DAD MAYBE BECAUSE YOU PRESSURE ME TO GO INTO THE MEDICAL FIELD. YOU STRESSED ME OUT MY FIRST SEMESTER OF COLLEGE BY TELLING ME I WAS FALLING BEHIND. YOU WANT ME O GET INTO A TOP MEDICAL SCHOOL AND THROWING MYSELF INTO A PILE OF LOANS.MAYE BECAUSE YOU NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT GETTING A GOOD CAREER*
Me: Eh.
Dad: What am I going to do with you?

If you’re hella smart with math or chemistry please come over and hang out.
And by hang out I mean fucking teach me everything because my first exam is Tuesday and I’ve already cried like twice today.
And it’s only 12 in the afternoon.

It’s nice to find out a week later that your cousin and goddaughter just left to Texas before their going away party and without saying goodbye to anyone. Because so much for her “family comes first” speech.

I need to get out of this house, and out of this city, and away from the people who make me feel like im a terrible person.

Honestly the only exciting part about turning 21 is so I can go into bars and what not without having to inconvenience everyone. Like I just wanna make sure everyone’s having a good time.

Ok so does anyone else go through phases where you feel yourself just giving up on being social. Like you don’t know why, but you don’t bother to be social. And then you catch yourself doing this so you put effort into being social with others but you can tell most of them aren’t interested to talk to you. So you start to be a hermit and it’s sucks because those who do wanna socialize with you and put effort are caught in the middle because you appreciate it but you’ve just hit the point of no return and end up falling off the face of the earth for a while. Then you go back to being all social and just repeat the cycles over and over.

I might have taken a two hour boredom nap earlier…. but I’m awake now. Yay for naps.

I skipped class to come home and eat haystacks

I’m not happy with who I am and it makes me very sad and I want to cry.

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